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Here, But Gone

by Brightwire

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1.
Selling all the things that remind me of you I've played your game and I always seem to lose My dreaming has always kept us out of tune Spent my time in the sun waiting on the moon The storm in your eyes, such lousy weather This little love so quickly outgrown I did my best to keep it together But I'm thinking I'd be better off alone Yelling all the words that cut like knives We've got our pride so we never take a dive Burning this bridge until it's ash and coal This one-sided love was never the toll The storm in your eyes, such lousy weather This little love so quickly outgrown I did my best to keep it together But I'm thinking I'd be better off alone Selling all the things that remind me of you I've played your game and I'm glad to say I lose
2.
Late nights and hurricane winds I’ve been through hell and back again And in the end you play the cards you’re dealt Getting up despite the pain Dusting myself off again I figured this all out by myself, all by myself Because I’m soft on the outside, But inside I’m as tough as nails Never needed anybody else And I’m not some toy to be left to gather dust up on some shelf No, I’ll be fine all by myself Fine as hell, all by myself Broken hearts and slamming doors I don’t reach out for you no more No longer live by how you felt Lesson learned, I’m moving on I’ll find some place that I belong Until then, I’m fine all by myself, All by myself Because I’m soft on the outside, But inside I’m as tough as nails Never needed anybody else And I’m not some toy to be left to gather dust up on some shelf No, I’ll be fine all by myself Yes I will, all by myself Because I’m soft on the outside, But inside I’m as tough as nails Never needed anybody else And I’m not some toy to be left to gather dust up on some shelf No, I’ll be fine all by myself Fine as hell, all by myself
3.
This old town, it knows exactly where we’ve been Street corner reminders of all our conquests and our sins Now, the storefronts, they all sit empty and decayed While our memories, they rest here just the same Because these streets are filled with ghosts best left alone You know I think we’d be better off gone Let these wheels turn, the horizon will be our home You know I think we’d be better off gone Streetlights all busted, they’ve got us living in the dark I know there’s a light out there, we just gotta find the spark And there’s no future when we’re dwelling on the past There’s a whole world’s out there, let’s go and make our path These streets are filled with ghosts best left alone You know I think we’d be better off gone Let these wheels turn, the horizon will be our home Yeah, I think we’d be better off gone Better off gone from these streets that hold the memories Of everyone who left before, left us all behind These streets where our dreams crashed and burned Lessons we had to learn to make it out alive These streets are filled with ghosts best left alone You know I think we’d be better off gone Let these wheels turn, the horizon will be our home Yeah, I think we’d be better off gone
4.
Out the Door 03:44
This is driving me crazy ‘cause I know that something’s off What’s up with you lately? I can’t put my finger on it This ain’t gonna break me, this is how I live my life Not the girl that you lied to, and you only get one strike Well, I’m listening now, you’re gonna say it outloud Don’t do me no favors by hanging around Just tell me it’s over, don’t want to do this back and forth When this ain’t no fun for us no more Yeah, I’ll go Just watch me go Yeah, watch me walk right out the door Because I’m good at go Just watch me go You should know this about me I can flip my emotions like a switch Wasn’t stopping you baby If you need to scratch that itch Don’t take me the wrong way I liked having you around but you take me for stupid and I’m half way out of town Smart girl’s always got her bags packed and ready Yeah, it’s better to leave than to get left I’m just telling you now that you ain’t gonna stop me Because I’m only looking out for myself like my grandma taught me Yeah, I’ll go Just watch me go Yeah, watch me walk right out the door Because I’m good at go Just watch me go
5.
Frail hands turn the pages While bloodshot eyes search the words Old letters & postmarks light the way She was in Kansas last I heard And god, I miss her loving arms, The way they held me close late at night Through the darkness and uncertainty You know, she made everything feel alright The doctor say there’s no hope left for me You know my best days have passed Just one more night in her arms And I can die happy here in Kansas Her mother got sick in Abilene And I was a selfish man and told her not to leave She left Houston on that Greyhound bus And it was like the wheels came off on me I drank myself to bed most every night Yeah, and I did all the pills I could to make it through That life took my money, man...took my health And left here broken, without you The doctor say there’s no hope left for me You know my best days have passed Just one more night in her arms And I can die happy here in Kansas The doctors say the end is near Put on too many miles in not enough years And I just pray that you’ll forgive me You’re the only thing that’s ever taken away my fears You ever think back to those better days? You and I dancing down at Dotty’s to our favorite song God, I’ve missed your loving arms They’re the only place in this world I’ve ever belonged The doctor say there’s no hope left for me You know my best days have passed Just one more night in her arms And I can die happy here in Kansas The doctor say there’s no hope left for me You know my best days have passed Just one more night in your arms And I can die happy here in Kansas
6.
Daybreak comes with the scent of sin from last night Scenes we regret exposed in the morning light Ashtrays broken, mascara ran with tears It’s the same old hangover we’ve been fighting for years Lonely dollars spend slow But lonely lovers don’t know when to let go If there’s one thing I know It’s the more you make, the more you blow Parked my car around the tree outside It’s nights like these you feel lucky to get home alive For every step forward, they’ve knocked me down twice You can have the fucking pie, all I want is a slice Lonely dollars spend slow But lonely lovers don’t know when to let go If there’s one thing I know It’s the more you make, the more you blow Sometimes it helps to get high Kiss your baby’s lips and rub her thigh Meet me down at The Wheel tonight Blowing all our money, drinking on a Saturday night Lonely dollars spend slow But lonely lovers don’t know when to let go If there’s one thing I know It’s the more you make, the more you blow
7.
Peter said to Paul, "You know, all those words we wrote Are just the rules of the game and the rules are the first to go But now talking to God is Laurel begging Hardy for a gun I got a girl in the war, man I wonder what it is we done" Paul said to Peter, "You got to rock yourself a little harder Pretend the dove from above is a dragon and your feet are on fire" "But I got a girl in the war, Paul, the only thing I know to do Is turn up the music and pray that she makes it through" Because the keys to the kingdom got lost inside the kingdom And the angels fly around in there, but we can’t see them I got a girl in the war, Paul, I know that they can hear me yell If they can’t find a way to help her, they can go to hell If they can’t find a way to help her, they can go to hell" Paul said to Peter, "You got to rock yourself a little harder Pretend the dove from above is a dragon and your feet are on fire" "But I got a girl in the war, Paul, her eyes are like champagne They sparkle, bubble over and, in the morning, all you got is rain They sparkle, bubble over and, in the morning, all you got is rain They sparkle, bubble over and, in the morning, all you got is rain"
8.
She's on her way home Carrying what she knows The winds blow at her back And it’s icy and cold Every gust, it twists her like a vane She's keeps getting closer and its threatening to rain The gravel road Hums under her wheels And those mile markers add up But it don't change how she feels The dust clouds grow but she's never wanes It's getting dark now and its threatening to rain Lightning strikes, for the blink of an eye It lights up all our fears, the things we'd rather hide Thunder cracks so loud that it shakes us to our core Let’s wash away our doubts as the rain starts to pour Yeah, wash away our doubts as the rain start to pour Her daddy was a good man But he's five years gone And she still looks for him In the hearts of men that come and go Their little squalls so weak and inane They're nothing to fear, barely a threat to rain Lightning strikes, for the blink of an eye It lights up all our fears, the things we'd rather hide Thunder cracks so loud that it shakes us to our core Let’s wash away our doubts as the rain starts to pour Yeah, wash away our doubts as the rain start to pour She's made it home now And he's not alone Another lovers car shows her what she's known She takes her keys out, storms in like a train Bursting through the doorway Its starting to rain Lightning strikes, for the blink of an eye It lights up all our fears, the things we'd rather hide Thunder cracks so loud that it shakes us to our core Let’s wash away our doubts as the rain starts to pour Yeah, wash away our doubts as the rain start to pour
9.
Standing on that sidewalk Voices and sirens fill the air The kids are at my mother's You're lying in bed and He's stroking your hair I ain't saying I don't share some of the fault But I've done nothing that left me scared to be caught So as you lie there in that hotel bed Wishing you were out on your own I was lighting that match and there's no coming home You're wondering where your youth went Between a shotgun wedding and more babies on the way Everybody carries their crosses I guess we got too heavy along the way I ain't saying I don't share some of the fault But I've done nothing that left me scared to be caught So as you lie there in that hotel bed Wishing you were out on your own I was lighting that match and there's no coming home Standing on that sidewalk Smoke still hanging in the air Got one unread message And I'm wondering what the hell happened here
10.
This beach has never felt like home My dreams have never landed here and my heart, it wants to roam Nothing but loneliness remains in this town that I’ve outgrown I think it’s time that I move Well, I’m standing here at the edge of the world Waves crashing down on my feet Screaming curses into the warm summer breeze Wondering if I’ll ever feel free Night sweats in the salt air Got me searching through the darkness for a peace that’s never there Trying to find an exit while I’ve got the mind to care You know fate’s never worried over fair Well, I’m standing here at the edge of the world Waves crashing down on my feet Screaming curses into the warm summer breeze Wondering if I’ll ever feel free These summer winds call me to go Pack up all I hold dear and just move on down the road Try to find some joy in all the dreams I’ll follow Find a new place to call home Well, I’m standing here at the edge of the world Waves crashing down on my feet Screaming curses into the warm summer breeze Wondering if I’ll ever feel free Will I ever learn to feel free? Does anyone ever feel free?

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Recorded at Bear Cave Studios in Baytown, TX between April and September 2023.

Recorded by Samuel Barker (Violin recorded by Liz Sloan McGovern)
Mixed by Samuel Barker
Mastered by John Stoll

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released March 1, 2024

Samuel Barker - Vocals, Electric Guitars, Acoustic Guitars, Bass and Drums
Kim Barker - Vocals and Organ
Michael Helfenstein - Dobro and 8-string Electric Steel
Liz Sloan McGovern (of Urban Pioneers) - Violin/Fiddle

All songs written by Brightwire except:
Ship's Wheel Saturday Night - Written with Daniel Barker
Girl in the War - Written by Josh Ritter
Threatening to Rain - Written with Ben Hall

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Brightwire Houston, Texas

Brightwire is an Americana band born from a household of musicians and hailing from southeast Texas. Combining elements of folk, rock, country, punk and whatever else they happen to get interested in, they weave tales of lives lived in our world today. For them, music is about inclusion and letting others know they are not alone in their struggles. ... more

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